SpeechLess. =X

speeeeeech choir! GO BRONZE!

2009-08-02T16:54:00.001+08:00

july 30.
speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech choir!!
LMAO. eto na.

edi yun. practice sa english time..
chem lab again..
tas ung remaining time pinag praktis nalang kame ni mam resus..
tas sa math.. pinag ayos nlgn dn kme ni sir kevin. ahhaha. ang kulet. suot pa nia ung zy na cap na inabot sken ni tristan. ewan ko.
ayun. ay kase. bsta hawak ni tristan ung cap na yun. tapos ngkatinginan kme. tpos sbi nia. "justine! suotin mo to!" tapos binato nia sken ung cap. sinuot ko nman. ampogi ko eh. ewan ko lng tlga kung bat nia naicpang ibigay at ipasuot sken un. hmpf. ayun.
tapos picture3p habgn nag aayos. buti dala ni aira ung cam nia. nice one! ayun. ang kulet nmen.
hahahha.
view nio multi or fs ng bronze pra mkta nio ung pics. andun. weee. ang kulet. ahahah

ay! tpos nabadtrip nga rin pla ako nung huli na.
ang epal kase ni sir kevin! sabi inaamoy ko daw ung polo ni dandan!! ASA!! yuck naman! bat ko gagawin un! potek..
tapos tlga inanawns nia pa sa klase cnbi pa ke dandan. hmpf.
ayun. di nko nagsalita. bdtrip.
shempre i felt awkward ke dan. di ko knakausap.
kkatinginan lng. pero nung nka formation na. he nugded me. tas ayon. ayos na kame. weeeee.

ayun.
tpos sa baba.
edi nag bunutan ung mayors kung cno mauuna.
may issue pa nga eh.
kase alex got 3rd pero may 3rd na raw??
so they gave alex an option whether she likes to be 2nd or tha 6th.
she chose 2nd so pang 2 kame. im ok with that. di lng kse super tgal na ng pang 6th.
eh shempre. mgnda na ung una. di pa tntnmad ung mga judges. :D
tapos c mam nagrereklamo. ahahha. hu cares. xD

ayun. edi gnwa na nmen ung speech choir.
wow pare. full support c sir kevin! sha pa ang vvideo samen! NAKANAMAN!!!! xDDD
ayun,

sa huli.
yeahhhhhh.
PASOK KAME SA ELIMINATION..
were going to tha finals!!!
weeehoooooooooooooooooooo..
CONGRATZ TO BRONZE!!!!!

hmm.
pra saken.
it meant nothing but more practice!
sasabay pa sa sabayang pagbigkas! wtff. xDD

edi sayo!

2009-08-02T16:53:00.000+08:00

ooooops.
one day,.
nagtext c mr. hater.
shempre i read it.

"pakibalik nalang po ung dogtag. cge."

LMAO.
anu yun. pa-in? magbibigay lng kase nangliligaw sabay nung binasted sha babawiin? haha. bading! bahala sha. saksak kopa sa lalamunan nia ung dogtag na yun. marami nnman akong pictures dun. hmpf. makakabili pako ng gnyan. che!
ayun.

nung friday ko lng sha nkta. nung uwian.
edi shempre ung sa bagong daanan dumadaan un sa katabi ng field.
pgpnta nmen c lance e break ata. nkaupo lng dun sa gilid. nkatingin sha sa direksyon nmen and i know he saw me and sinenyas ko skanya ung dogtag.. ABA! AnakShaNgTupa! iNiSNOB ako! ang kapal ah!
tas nung andun n kme sa may likod nia. he wasnt really looking. not even making an effort pra lumingon. ampo. nabbwct nako.
ayoko ng mkita pagmumuka nung bading na un.
binigay ko ke mon ung dogtag. sha na kamo magigay.
ROFL. binato lng ni mon malapit sknya. tas kinuha lang nya. di tlga tumingin. KAPAL!
amp. di ako naaasar dhil pinapabalik nia ung dogtag. naaasar ako dhil sa kabastusan ng nilalang na yun!
di man lang sha tumngin sa kumakausap sknya! grabe! nkatalikod lng tlga. amp.
kbwct.

ayun. bumalik nlng kme ni nyel and mon sa jolly perps. dun nlng kem tumambay. ayun ayun.
usap usap kame.
bhala yan c ano. cno nga ba?? di ko sha kilala.
whoever he is.
damn him to the deepest pit of hell where he belongs.

WHO CARES nlng tayo jan! Loser!
my time is too pre occupied by loads of schooworks.
i dun have time to entertain his ignorance.
magpa epal pa sha. AKO MISMO babasag sa panga nya tulad ng gnwa ni arabo ke flash. xDD

24.

2009-08-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

okaaaaaay.
after nung 18.
wala na mxadong update tungkol ke lance.
same same pdn. sponsor, sabay kme mnsan sa umaga, ayun.

so, as ive told him. 24's judgement day.
i dunno why. trip eh. xDD

ayun. sabay kame pumasok nung 24.
hmm, anupa. ay! you know ung 10 peso coin? npagtripan daw nia and napaghiwalay nia ung gold s gtna and ung silver sa outer. haha. i found it cool. lols. wla lang. tas cnabit ko together with the dogtag. :]]
ayun. tpos he's bugging me bout the answering thing. i told him i still dunno. wahahahha.

and ohh.. dang!!!
july 24.
ngayon nga pala ugn NCAA ng bronze together with mercury. diamond and ruby.
demmit. di nnman ako ksama. well, pti c shauna and noelle.
pero they were absent nung friday leaving me alone in uranium.
hmm... nung break time. nung papunta na cla sa bus.
awwwww. everyone's hugging me. saying sna kasama ako. tsk3. naiiyak nako. xDD
and c tristan! ay nako. nang aasar tlga. i can still hear him chanting "BABAY JUSTINE" haha! cnulat nia pa tlga ng malaki sa board na BABAY JUSTINE. ampo!
i was sticking with him nung departing time nila. ahahaha. hnahatak ko bag nia. gnun2.
and im stealing hugs! nyahahahah!! demmit.
not as in hugs!! nka rest lang ulo ko sa likod nia. haha! tas tnong sha ng tnong kung bat ba se di ako sasama. xDD
ayun. nung umalis na cla. sa uranium ako pinapasok.
buti julle was there to support me, i mean, accompany me. ahaha. katabi ko p xa, c louwie.. tpos nkipag daldalan ke charlene at jania. aahhaha. ang kulit eh. tas ang galing mag gtara ni tiloy. elibs ako. tapos lkastrip nung lunch. nagsasayawan ng careless whisper tas nka hayden cam dn. whahahha. xDD
ayun.

hmm. our class was dismissed at 4:30. tpos he's waiting pla for me. e 3:30 pla dismissal nia and he's waiting for me sa field. hahaha.
ayun. edi i went there. lakad kme palabas. tpos ewan kung san kme pupunta. bsta derecho lang.
kaen daw kame. san ko daw gsto.. sbi ko mcdo nlng, wla ako maicp eh. xDD sbi nia ayaw nia dun. aba! magtatanong sbai magrereklamo. amp. ayun. nag kfc nlng kme. ayun. wla nman akong ibang ma order. nitry ko nlng ung mini bucket of fries. hahah. treat nia. :D ayun. usap usap lang. what else would we do?
on our way back. he asked me the "fita question" again. crap.
i dunno what to say. hence, saying EWAN KO.
awlright. lagi nlng ewan ko, e ewan ko eh! wat do you want me to say? e ewan ko tlga eh! halughugin mo pa utak ko. xDD
ayun. edi nag separata na kme, nag pnta sha sa field ako punta pa sa loob se ksbai ko cla hanniel e dpa tapos practice nila.
tas nag gm sha and said. "pinaghintay mu pako. wala rin nman plang mararating. bad3p!"
takteng yan! sobra nabadtrip ako dito. he made my temper reach its boiling point!
FIRST, i did not asked him to wait for me! who am i to make someone wait for me for more than 1 hour? dang, im not like that.
SECOND, unang unan palang, i already told him that i aint got wants to have a boyfriend for tha moment. dang! wla shang pake and he kept on courting me, okayy. cnong ngata?! nireremind ko sha lagi nun! dammit.
THIRD, kung mag ggm sya ng gnyan. wag nlng niya i send sken! panira ng araw!
ayan, di ko na sha tinext. bahala sha.

uwian na nila hanniel, and c geremy mgppasama pa sa uniwide bbili sha fone, cnmahan n nmen ni hanniel and ni mon. ayun. edi shempre i told nyel and mon the story. tpos sbi ni mon. "gusto mo sapakin ko rin un?" sbi ko oo. hahah. balik nman c mon pero shempre pngilan ko. loko tlga. kung di lang ako makakasuhan AKO MISMO sasapak sakanya!
ayun . i got home at 7 nren. oooops. tagal kase. ayun. di ko pren tinetex c lance.
wen i got home, shempre i need to do chores.. deng. eh ako pren tiga saing eh! ayun. after i cooked rice..
i went upstairs to my room and found out that lance is texting me na.
LMAO. he's flooding me with SORRY NA.. SORRY NA PLSSSSSS.. ROFL. sbi pa nia. PRA MAPATAWAD MOKO, PPUNTA AKO DIYAN SAINYO.. tpos eto malupet. ung last message nia. angdrama. LOL. "THIS IS MY LAST TXT, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.." wala ka. nka english pa sha. laftrip nman ako habng bnbsa. xD eh nagsasaing kya ako kya di ako nkkpgrep. hahahah!!
ayung. tas i replied. "PAG PUMUNTA KA DITO. MAS DI KITA MAPAPATAWAD" tas sbi ko pa. "WOW SHET. GALING NTEN MAG ENGLISH AH! AYUP!" LMAO. ayun. ayun na last text ko
tas after a while, aba angtex! ehemmm.. di daw nia kayang di ako itxt. xDD laftrip nnman c ako.
ayun ayun.
then he said. "maghintay nlng ako ulit ng susunod na 24. payag kba?" i told him. "eh bat di kya sarili mo tnungin mo kung kaya mo pa?" sbi nia. "kaya pa poh"
and those were his LAST WORDS.

promise. after nun. dna xa ngtxt.
ay ngtxt ppla. wag muna ako sendan ng gm mo.
ayun. well. hassle free. mbbwasan tao sa list ko, mdali n magsend. xD

ayun. after nga nun. no communication na.
i promise you.. wala na tlga. di ko na tinetex and he's not texting me anymore.
and WALA NAKONG LOAD. okayy. bye bye lance. bye bye sponsor. xD

a week has passed.
and i find myself free and enjoying the life without his company. FO REALS! awlrayt!!
its a good thing i do not miss him. like, i do not wait for his name to appear in my inbox.. haha.
i do not see any sign that i remember anyone named lance.
its as if i never met that person.
as if my memory of what used to be of him was erased by a giant eraser. xD
and i applauded myself for this.
this is what i want. a happy and single life. no one to take control of you, besides.. bata pako. diba diba? marami pang oras para jan. :D
and ayun. pansin ko ding back to studies na ako, since wla akong load.. di ako unli.. wala ng vice to keep me from doing my homeworks or advanced studying. LMAO. anuto? xDD
whew! i love the smell of freedom! xDD

HARRY POTTER and the CONFESSION.

2009-07-26T19:31:00.000+08:00

HARRY POTTER and the CONFESSION.
JULY 18, 09.

Lemme first explain the meaning of teh title.
okayy, obviously.. harry potter means we watched teh movie..
confession.. ehemmmm.. you'll find out later. =]]
TEASER! xDD

here goes..

since thursday (HP's premier), i really want to watch the movie naaaa. pero shempre di pde kase may pasok. ayun.
tas friday (july 17), no classes due to storm. haha! naman. bagyong isang!!! watdaeff.
edi unli kame. tas nang aya ako na manuod ng HP. eto nga.
edi shempre ima go with hanniel. then i invited mon too.
tas c lance inaya ko din. hmm. pnayagan nman sha. then i told em na 1 magkta sa sm.
ayun. mga 12 nko ngstart kumilos. hbang nkain kme ng lunch. dun ako nagpaalam.
wlang cnbi c ma. hmp. watev. ayun.
tas nga eh. andami munang issues bago kme mkapuntang sm.

listed below are teh issues. xDD

- c mon. dpat hindi sasama. kase may swimming sha with his family ata. pero ayun. nagpaiwan pra mkasama kase nga c hanniel ksma.
- tapos c darla. my younger sister. pnasama ni mama! wadaeffff!! anu ba! hmpf. kya lng ayoko se she's too garrolous and she might tell ma who i am with. patay ako.
- tapos c hanniel. hindi na dpat sasama kase bka mabutan ng ninong nya. hmpff.
- tas i told her nlng na pumunta dito then ipagpaalam ako. ayun. payag naman sha.
- im already settled and c hanniel nlng hinihintay ko. its already past 1 and wala pa sha.
- then bigla nman nagparamdam etong c bagyong isang!! wadaeff!! ang lakas ng ulan!! sober!!
- edi c hanniel di mkalabas. anu b yun.
- tapos naman. she texted me na naiwan pa nya ung wallet nia sa bahay!! anu b yun. he begged the tricycle driver and buti nman at mabait tong c manong.
- nung narecv ko yun. sbi ko ke darla na alis n kame. edi ayun. tas pmnta pq ng equitable. sunduin ko sna c hanniel ako nlng magbayad ng tricycle nia. i cant find her naman.
- tas ayun. humahagupit pren c bagyong isang. hmpf basang basa nako.
- and then. bigla ko nakasalubong c SERAD!!!!! omygod! nagulat ako dun. ewan ko kung sang lupalop sha galing. xDD he's wearing a red jacket, black tokong and holding a white umbrella. hahaha!! ang kulit eh! nag usap pa kame sa gtna ng ulan. ampf. sbi nia ppnta daw sha sa birthday party. haha! kalokohan tlga nun. pero infairness. nawala ung mga tigidigs nia sa muka. xDD
- tapos edi hindi ko nga makita c hanniel. ngtxt ako na mauna na ako. eh kase. c lance asa sm na. nkkahiya. lagi nlng sha nag iintay. anube.
- edi ayun. ksma ko kptd ko. hmpf. nkta ko nman agd sha pag pasok. edi akyat kame. ahemm. pinapanuna ko c darla maglakad. xDD badtrip tlga. ayoko neto. haha. pag akyat namen. eh malay ko ba! sbi ko. san tayo. left, right?? walang sumagot edi nag right nlng kame. tas pgpnta nmen dun, wala ung HP. naman! nsa kabilang side pala! tapos bglang sbi ni lance. dun nman tlga eh. sbi ko. alam mo? sbi nia. oo. tapos sbi ko di mo cnbi?! sbi nia cnbi daw nia, agree nman c darla. sbi ko. aba. lakas lakasan nio naman kase! alam nio nmang engibs to eh! xDD ayun.
- nung bbili n kme ng ticket. naman! bglang sabi ni darla na wala ung pera nia! anu b yun! wala nman saken. kkb nga eh. ayun. eh nkabili n kme ng ticket ni lance. pang 2:40pm. we still got 20 minutes. hbang im waiting for my madz' rep tungkol sa pera ni darla. naglakad lakad muna kame sa divipark. nomon! i likey likey ung isang cap dun!! nako migod. kaso alaws arep nako. tsk3 edi tnitignan ko. tapos sbi ni lance. "gusto mo nian?" ahemm. alam ko na sasabihin neto. kya cnbi ko nlng na hindi. xDD sbi nia. "di nga? bilhan kta" no nman ako. xDD nkkahiya ahh.
- tapos ayun. sbi ni ma na umuwi daw kame. hmm. sumama nman sha hanggang paglbas. tas nung nsa overpass na. sbi ko wag na sha sumama. kya ayun. sbi ko wait mo lang ako ulet. ayun. bumalik nsha.
- tas nung asa jeep na kame. ngtxt c hanniel using my madz' fone. haha. ayun. asa bahay. edi ayun. tapossssss...
- nung pababa na kme ng jeep. omygod! nadulas ako! aahahah!! alam mo ung inaapakan bago ka mkatungtong mismo sa sahig ng jeep? npa-upo ako dun! ahaha. ang dulas naman kase. tapos nka slippers pako. xDD tapos tumawa muna ako bago naicpan tumayo. haha. grabe. laftrip pa. cguro ung mga nsa loob ng jeep laftrp den. pti ung bus na nsa harap ko pagbaba ko. hahaha. grabe tlga.
- nung nsa bahay na. edi andun nga c hanniel. tapos edi sermon mode c mama ke tata. tapos ako rin nadamay pa. lagpas 2;40 na nagsesermon paden tapos mukang ayaw nako paalisin. tapos sbi ko. nkabili nako ng ticket. tas sbi. pagkatapos umuwi ka agad. oorasan kta. lagoooooot. edi ayun.

AYAN! grabe! dame issues and conflicts bago makapunta sa dapat talangang puntahan eh noh!? xDD
okay. edi kame na ni hanniel pumuntang sm. ayan naaaa. eto totoo na. haha.
pagpasok nmen. wadaeff. diko makita c lance. ngtxt asa loob daw sha. sbi ko sang loob. kala ko nman loob ng cnehan kase nga past 2:40 na nun. umakyat kame isang escalator tapos ngtxt sa loob daw ng french baker. wuahahah. edi baba nnman kame. ayun. edi mgksma n kame.
tas c mon naman. hanniel's partner. sbi na wait daw nmen sha pntahan nia kame. ayun. ang entra nia eh pababa ng escalator. wuahaha;. ampogi eh. crush ko! UNG SHOES NIA! hindi sha! wahah. ampogi nung shoes nia. kulay gold. na prang dunks. ewan. wadaeff. inggit ako. xDD

ayun. edi akyat na kame. :))
ayiiiie. partner by partner. anuba. xDD
tapos. ayun.

eh kase.. c mon. nanunuod na ng hp ksma c mik. dun cla sa cnema 4. sinundo nia lng c nyel. edi ang bnili nila na ticket for nyel is pang cnema 4.
edi hindi kme mgksma! =O
tas c lance. ay nako. bumili pa ng popcorn. sbi ko wag na eh. pero he insisted. treat daw nia. bhala sha. edi ayun.
we went sa cnema 1 which is ung binili nmen. tapos sbi moved daw. dun nlng kme sa cnema 2. edi pnt nman kame. tapos.. wadaeff tlga! 3:50 pa magstart!! anu b yun! antgal pa. edi nag ikot muna kame.
grabe. while walking i was wishing and hoping na walang makakita saken na kakilala ko and ni mama. dause definitely isusumbong ako nun grabe. it already happened before. hmpf.
ayun. we went sa comic alley. omygod. andun c EDMUND! ang poging poging staff ng comic alley. wuahahahaha. ayun.
tas akyat na kame. aba. pag balek namen. o grabe. may pila!!!!!! i dunno why. tapos one time viewing lang. ampf. ayun. edi pila pa kame. haha. tas while nasa pila. nkta ko c nessa. (schoolmate and former classmate) haha. edi as usual. nang intriga. xDD
grabe nga eh. sa pila namen. ung abbae sa harap namen, tfc. god she's pretty. tapos nka dress tube pa. payat pa. xDD tapos ngulat ako sabi ni lance. grabe naman to. manunuod lang ng cne nka ganyan pa. sbi ko. anu naman. mgnda nman sha. sbi nia. hnd kya. ayun. xDD
nung nsa loob na, nagtalo pa kame. sa baba nia kase gusto umupo. eh ako, sa taas ko gusto. pero shempre. ako nasunod. :DD
ayuuuuuuuuuuuuun. antagal pa ng interval. dame pang trailers pinakit. hmpf. na eexcite nako. xDD tapos. nahulog pa ung slippers ko dun sa likod nung upuan sa harap namne.xDD

edi nanonood na kame.
omygod eto na.
sa kalagitnaan, ngtxt sha saken.
sbi.
"'i love you"
shempre nkta nia na binasa ko. wala lang. smile lang ako. ahahaha. anong sasabihin ko? ily2? yuck. at nanonood ako ah. ayoko ng istorbo. xDD

tas yun. mtgal tgal nren after nung text.
omygod.

toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot.

hahaha. teaser! xDD
eto na nga.

umm. nung una. i can hear him mumbling. na anlamig daw. sa sarili ko naman. hello, may jacket ka. ipasok mo yang kamay mo sa jacket mo. xDD
tapos ayun,.
eh nka close fists ako. dang. nilalamig dn ako. xDD
tas pinatong nia ung kamay nya sa kamay ko. ay nako. naman. makikipag holding hands saken!
mygod ha. i immediately shook it off. >=D i dunno why,
eh kase. anube. hindi ko nga to boypren tapos makikipag holding hands ako sknya. no way,. nka reserve po ito. xDD
and besides that. nagulat din ako. feel na feel ko ung panunuod tapos biglang may humawak sa kamay ko. malay ko ba! eh pano kung mumu yun?! haha!
naman kase. wala man lang pasabi. nagulat tuloi ako.
di nia ba alam ung "magpaalam muna bago kumuha" ha? xDD
hmm. sabagay. shempre walang thrill pag may paalam. pero kahit na.
im not yours so back off.
:]] tama naman dba??

ayun. medio nging awkward na cguro for him. he texted me sorry. eh expired nako. i told him personally na hindi ako galit. ayun.
tapos prang lumayo na sha. pero afterwards din.
lumapit ndn. eh kase nka slouch ako tapos ung head ko nka rest malapit ndn sa chair nia.
tas nag slouch nlng dn sha and dumikit saken. medio mgkadikit ndn ulo nmen. i think? i dunno. nahihirapan dn sha. i can sense it. matangkad nga sha eh. edi shempre di kame pantay, haha.
ayun,
after nung movie, lakad kame tapos ayun. nkita n nmen cla hanniel. kase hintayin daw nila kame. ayun.
hmm. lakad lakad kame. ng storyland. ahha. laro lang.
ayun. nilibre ako ng token. ahahah.
tatlo saken. dalawa sknya.
tas nag basketball kame. ampf. ang noob ko na! 24 lang score ko!
hahaha!! sha nga first round palang lagpas 100 na score! mygod. ayun.

tas pnuntahan nmen cla hanniel. haha. trip nman nila sa videoke booth. ampf. ang corni.
edi nkipasok nlng kame. ayun.
gusto ko dn kumanta. kaso grabe ung pilian ng song. nakakaduling!! dikit dikit sila lahat!! hahaha!!
ayun. tapos nkaupo lng kme sa loob. kung ano ano. tas tnmad ako. sbi ko laro kame ulit.
edi laro kame, tas kampi kame. salitan. weeeeyooo. sweet. ahaha. ako lang ata ung nkkascore eh! ahah. yabang!
tapos nag seperate game na. wala ka boi!! 179 score ko!!! o diba! cnong adik?! ampf. sobra ngalay na kamay ko! wahaha.
wanna know the secret to my high score???
ang adik! onting dikit lang nung bola sa ring nag ccount na ng point!!!
haha. laftrip nga ako hbang nag sshoot eh! wala pa sampung bola na sshoot ko 30+ na score ko! ahaha,
grabe taas ng ponts ko eh! 179! cnong adik?! ung mga ktbi nmen ngtitinginan. tapos nrinig ko sbi nung isa sa isa. amp pare oh. talo kpa!
haha. tawa lang kame. ayun.
tas binalikan nmen cla mon. andun pdn cla sa loob. ahaha. tas wala na. di tlga ako mkahnap ng kanta. xDD
tapos dba may lumalabas dun na kanta.
tas may forever ni chris brown. ni play nlng nmen pra may matugtog. ayon.
tas ang kulet ni hanniel. ako pinakanta. hindi ko nga alam ung iba nun.
"its you.. and me.. moving on the speed of light into eternity.. tonight, is the night.. to join me in the middle of ecstacy" ahahaha!! tas yun. di ko na alam ung iba.

tapos bglang cla hanniel and c mon. cnsbi ke lance. sabihin na daw nia. pinipilit na sabihin daw nia.
ako naman. clueless. anong sasabihin nia?! ano?! anu ba?! ayoko neto!
tapos cla mon. lumabas pa ng booth. sbi. o yan. iwan namen kayo. sbhin mo ah.. tas ako. oiii. mga sht kayo ah!! andami niong alam! wag nio ko iwaaaaan!!!" ahahahah!!
tapos un. edi nkaupo kame. tapos sbi ko anu b yun.
tas sbi nia. "tnanong kase nila ako. kung gano daw kita kamahal." ayun. tas cnbi na nia. sbi nia. "sobrang mahal. mas mahal pa nga kta sa magulang ko eh. tapos nga dpat grounded ako sa cellphone, nkipag away pako sa mama ko pra lang wag to kunin. tas tnatanong kung cno daw or baket. tapos sbi nia sa mama nia. mas mahal ko to sayo. kase ikaw, wala ka namang ginagawa eh! eto mahal ko to" ganon. i forgot the rest.
tas prang naasar ako dun medio. i pouted. sbi ko. "anu ba. wag ganon. anu ba. inaaway mo pa mama mo dahil saken." tas sbi nia. "kung di ko nman sha aawayin edi hindi kta matetxt." sbi ko. sus. "anuba. ok lng yun." tas sbi nia. "hnd yun ok." gnun gnun. tas sbi nia. "mahal kta." something like that. oh em gee.

dammit. first time nia tong cnabi saken ng personal. i mean. ung ILY. wadaeff.!!
ayun. i cant find the right words to say, im neither offended nor touched by what he said. im speechless and all i know is that my heart's pounding and my ears are dang hot and soo red!
hmp. ayun nangyyare saken pag super kilig or tensed. umiinit ung tenga ko tapos namumula. xDD
i experienced yun nung hinarana ako ni ong, nung nagsayaw kame ni tupil, whatsoever.
tapos tumayo ako. sbi ko. tara na nga. tapos yun. c hanniel and c mon. asa labas. mga mata nila. nkkaasar. xDD

ayun. sbi ko. uwi na tayo. ahahah!!
tapos. ayun. usap kame ni hanniel. wadaeff. my ears are still burning hot!!

prehas c mon and lance papuntang right. se c mon pilar tas sa alabang dadaan c lance.
tas edi kme ni hanniel. pa left. hmm.
pag labas namen. dammit. naulan.
tapos c mon and c lance. hatid daw muna kame.
eh sbi ko ke nyel lakad nlng kame pra mkapagusap kame.
aba. ung dalawa. sumunod lang! sbi ko sumakay na cla! ampf.
tas umaambon pa.
tnaas nman nia yung hood ko. tas tinanggal ko. ahaha! =P
ayun. sunod lang cla habang naglalakad kame. xDD
tapos may loko pa n prang nag ssun bathing dun sa kalsada tas umaapir ke lance. kala ko aapir pa c lance eh.
ayun.
tapos yun.
ayun
tnamad n ako amg kwento.

:]]

btw,. nawala pala fone ni hanniel. wadafcuuuuuuuk!!

JULY 14 2009.

2009-07-26T18:49:00.001+08:00

JULY 14 2009.

naman.
something special?? wala naman. trip ko lang mag type. xDD

so, what happened today??

- sabay kame ni Lance pumasok. he waited for me sa southland.
- nung nasa jeep kame, may mingming ay este kuting na nsa jeep. tpos dinudutdot ko ung ulo. then he told me to stop se madumi daw. tapos pagkita ko hinahawakan nman nia ung ktawan. then i told him na bat ikaw pede?! tapos he held the mingming up high tapos hinahatak na pala ung palda ko! ang kulit ni mingming eh.
- then.... grrr.. demonyito ka Lance!! mygod! habng naandar ung jeep. medio mabilis pa. he THREW si mingming sa labas!!!! grabe! muntik pa masagasaan! kundi lang umikot pa ng isang beses si mingming. sakto siya dun sa gulong nung isang jeep. a grabe. kawawa si mingming.
- ayun.
- sa filipino naman. nkipagusap si mam zara samen. hmp. chismosa. aba. tnatanong kung cno may gf at bf na. tapos eto.
- mam zara said. "DAPAT ANG LIGAWAN NYO. C JUSTINE" LMAO! i was and they were all staring at me. then people started to shout, scream, tapos ung iba nanganganchaw na. ayiiiiie ng ayiiiie. haha. you kno why sbi nia ako daw ung dapat ligawan? para daw maging DALAGA na ako. asta boyish daw kase ako. haha! migod sha ah. Laftrip lang ako grabe. sila din. tapos cla jam and jade tnuro c alvin ke mam. tas sbi nman ni mam. "ahemm. boto ako dian" tawa lang ako. ,img src = "http://l.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/24.gif">
- then mam zara gave our new name strips. hingian here and there. haha. ako nman. who cares. xDD bsta gusto ko lang hingiin ung ke ano at ano.
- then eto. c jade. since seatmate nia c alvin, sbi ko, humingi sya. and yeahboi!! binigyan nman sha ni alvin!! haha! basta aken n yun!
- tapos. ung isa nman na gusto ko.. shempre ung ke wayne. ayun. tapos nung break. edi knausap ko. humingi ako. tapos wala na daw. pinipilit ko. sabi nia wala na syang name strip. edi there came the "make face" portion again. past time nmen pag nagkakatinginan. ayun. tapos lahat ata ng boys nahingian nia ng name strip. pnakita nia saken. tapos andun ung sakanya. isa nalang. sbi ko. "ayuuuuun oh!!" sbi nia "eh last na yan eh!" sbi ko. "anu ba yan!! edi ayan nalang!! *sabay hatak sa name strip sa polo nia. hala! natastas ko pa! *" tpos sbi nia "aw grabe. pinunit pa." edi sorry naman ako. haha. tas kinuha ko ung name strip nia sa mga hawak niang name strip tapos nkipaghatakan pa sha. pero binigay nadin. tapos kinokonsensya ko!! lagi cnasabe, wala nakong name strip. wala nakong name strip. hahaha!! sbi ko lang. bleeeh!
- then, nag earthquake drill. the usual duck, cover, and hold. tas after ng 5 bells lalabas na kame and sa fire exit ang baba namen. haha laftrip. c jenju (haha nakiki jenju. tga mercury sha. tama naman dba??) ang dalang libro na cinocover sa ulo eh POCKET DICTIONARY! laftrip kame ni arteche eh! haha. kulet!
- tapos habang naglalakad papauntang field. magkatabi kame ni wayne. haha. nako. kulitan nanaman. nambubunggo. tapos ung ano. tawag dito. ung prang tnutulak ng pwet. ung patagilid. haha. i dunno. basta lam mo n yun. ganon. nang gaganon. haha. prang anu lan eh. tapos sbi ko pa. cover nga daw eh! sabay tuktok sa ulo nia ng hawak kong libro. xDD tapos di lang pla c wayne katabi ko. on my other side is sir P naman. ang naiintriga sakeng math teacher namen. ang chaka ah! di ko crush yun. omygod.
- then after ng drill. nung pabalik na, c cetra (2nd year, tropa ni lacorte) naman ung nakatabi ko. aba. kinalabit pa ako. tas edi sha lang ung pdeng kumalabit saken, sabi ko. bket?! sbi nia. ha? sbi ko. ikaw ba kausap ko? sbi nia. hindi. haha! ampf. tapos eh lingon ako ng lingon. hinahanap ko c hanniel. tapos sbi nia. wooo wag mo na hanapin c lacorte. absent sya ngayon. ikaw ah. inaagawan mo pa c HAN-NYUL. haha! hindi ba marunong to magsalita? nung una sabi nia HEYN-NYUL. ngayon HAN-NYUL. hahah! kalokohan mo ayus ayusin mo ah!
- tapos naman.. c michelle e nagdala ng rubix.. for math. edi borrow naman ako. haha. tas nkita ni wayne. hiram nman nia saken. haha. pahiram nman ako agad sknya samantalang c abee ba or c lysa knina pko kinukulit. ayun.
- then may gnawa sha tapos pinabuo niya saken. triny ko naman. ampf. alam ko yun eh!! pramis! ewan ko lang kung baket pero mas nagulo ko! haha. tawa nman sha. tas make face nnman kame. haha. tapos sbi nia. turuan kita maya. edi ayun.
- ETO NA. edi after lunch, MATH. im not supposed to pero inaantok ako. edi yun. yakap ko uli ung bag ko tapos inuunanan ko. edi nkatulog na. tapos c sir P sumigaw ng Oi.!!! edi nagulat ako. hahah. edi ngcng. ayun. tas umunan ako ulit sa bag ko pero im reading apryll's book. tas akala ni sir natutulog ako ulit. tapos he made me sit sa harap! as in harap na front! ung teacher's chair, dun nia ako pinaupo. tapos nkaharap dn ako sa mga cm8s ko then katabi ko sha hbang nagtuturo sha. haha. wtff. tapos hiyawan. kanchawan kasi nga nung filipino cnbi nila na crush ko daw c sir P. haha! ayun. til sa end ng klase im sitting beside him.
- nung break na ulet, edi ituturo n ni wayne saken. naman. tinuruan talaga ako. ayiiiiieee omygod! haha. wooooooooooooooo!!! mygod!! hahahah!! grabe ampf.
- tapos gnawa nia ulit ung gnwa nia knina. tapos cnbi n nia saken kung pano. tas ang slow ko nun. haha. ewan ko. edi ituturo nia. tas gagawin ko. tapos kunyari mali ikot ko. ikokorek nia. haha!! ung tnuro nia. ung checkered lang 4 faces tas buo na ung 2 base. tapos nung ayos na. may isa pa sha sakeng tinuro. edi nagets ko naman. tas ung isa nia pang tinuro eh yung diagonal ung 4 faces tapos buo na ung 2 base. ayuun. angsaya ko. haha!
- hmm.. anu pba??
- dang. nkalimutan ko na. xDD

so.. ayun lang muna. :]]

demanding.

2009-07-18T21:25:00.001+08:00

naknangtupa.
i hate how he begs for me. i dun liek it.
naman. how cud you beg for someone like ME?!

as mentioned before.
his name's LANCE. and yeah. he owns the ako mismo dogtag. you see. malakas tlga ko sknya. e nanliligaw eh. xDD
kayy. so.
eto na.
he's still courting me. evn though i already told him na i dun have plans to have a boyfriend.
ayun. dang! nagmamakaawa sha. promise.
he told me ngmamakaawa sya. and he's doing all his best just to make me say yes. that he really loves me and does not know what he'll do if i love another guy, etc.
WTF!! i don liek this. watdha!!!
you see, im not good with this stuffs. my heart easily melts and accepts. and im struggling just to fight it. xDD
dammit. he's such a martyr!
di tlga nakontento.
aba. nagLASLAS!! he says he's not emo. gnwa nia daw yun kase daw di ko sya kyang mahalin tulad ng pgmmahal nia sken. watdha!!!!!!

ayun nman ung ayaw ko.
ung sasaktan mo sarili mo dahil lang sa isang katulad ko. anu b yun?!
ang tawag ko sa gnun. BOBO. amp. wala b sha sa sarili nia?!
sasayangin nia buhay nia dahil lang saken?!
ang galing galing nya. basketball, volleball, and soccer player sha tpos ssyangin nia lng buhay nia? di sha magpasalamat ke god na bnigyan p sha ng mgndang buhay. buti p nga sya andameng sport eh! ako wala! xDD
ayun. i dont think tlga na mkatarungan ung gngwa nia.
wala nman syang mggwa eh. kht ba magpakamatay sha. ano bang maidudulot nun? wala nman ah! baket, kung mamamatay ba sha sasagutin ko sha? hindi nrin nman pde ah! BOBO!

acceptance is the answer.
accept that she cant love you like you do.
accept that you've been a fool for loving someone who doesn't feel tha same way as you.
accept tha fact that you've been blinded by medusa's deceiving physical appearance.
you see, all you have to do is to accept.

if i were you,, i'd feel cursed. for loving JUSTINE DOMINGUEZ. the conquerer.
by this conquerer, i mean.
she's someone who will face LOVE couragely enough just to fight against it even though its her weakness.
the stopper. the controller. the wicked.

in tagalog.

kung ako ikaw.
wag mo na akong mahalin.
walang wenta. kung mamahalin rin kita,, wala rin. ima find a way to fight it. hmp.

in spanish.

BOW.! haha!!

BOB ONG inspired.

2009-07-05T03:26:00.001+08:00

haha! i love BOB ONG forreals!

BOB ONG's original:
"ang pag-ibig. parang imburnal. pag nahulog ka, it's either by acciedent o sadyang tanga ka lang."

HUSTINA ala bob-ong:
"ang pag-ibig parang hi-way. maraming twists and turns. pag mali desisyon mo sa pagpili ng dadaanan. pedeng dead end pa abot mo. so sa huli, ikaw parin ung tanga. :]"

"ang love. para ding MATH. andyan lagi ang right answer. pero di madaling makuha, marami pa nangyayari sa solving. kung tanga ka at mali solusyon mo. maaring di mo pa makuha c right answer."

haha!! ang epal! anong magagawa mo?! pumasok cla sa icip ko eh!

Hustina Makata.

2009-07-05T03:20:00.002+08:00

haha! i may have the "crazy" resemblance, but still, i have the 'makata' side with me.

these are the times when i feel strong emotions. or simply, when i feel like doing it.

i was sick and i felt like dying.
i took a cam and smiled.
i thought of taking my last pic. with red nose and teary eyes.
at least i had a memory of my last look.
when i was about to press the button,
i stopped and held on to my faith.
Believing God is beside me.
still i feel bad and i felt im loosing it yet i still waited.
while talking and begging to God.
An angel appeared and gave me a cure.
after a while, the killing sensation disappeared and i felt a lot better.

------ this is true, i promise you. :))
wayy. i GMed this. haha.

i didn't know you could be such a martyr.
singing me love songs to profess your foolish love.
im kind of thinking maybe..
sometime in the future, i will.
you said you'll wait till the end of time.
i said just wait and see.
minutes passed, still you keep on bugging me..
irritation took over then i told you to hover.

------ haha! its Lance im preferring to. xDD
he's so kulet. wtff. yan tuloi. naasar ako. haha!!

5-27-09
i freed myself against what you call love and became wretchedly alone.

7-1-09
i saw and i conquered. awakened by the lurching emotion.. still, i am.. iNLOVE.

------ okay.. this is sumthing bout zaro. haha! i dunno why. just suddenly that the feeling and the words came out.

WE MEET AGAiN.

2009-07-05T02:56:00.002+08:00

July 1, 2009
this was unexpected. they just said zaro's there and they're pushing me to come with em. so, i came. we went sa iHooked. with pao, gia and mik. i was hesitant while climbing up tha stairs.. told them ima go home na. but they insisted. so, we went on. Mik went inside iHooked and called zaro. gia,pao and i were left standing and looking out the window. then they started calling and when i turned.. zaro was there. dammit. he looks good! really! i was silent and just did the hand thing with him. it was awkward. i told gia that we should go first. when we're about to go down, mik held for gia and paolo followed. i was fighting myself out but zaro was already on my bag. mik shouted. "wag mong papababain yan ah!" then zaro answered "yeah. di ko na to pakakawalan." i stopped at what he said. calmed myself up. and we talked. we talked while going down. oh. how i wish we're holding each other's hands while walking down. talked about certain stuffs. when we're out. we looked fer the others.. ayun. then they talked, etc. damn. i stood farthest and i kept silent. i dunno why.

okay. while in the ride home. i was still very silent. not the usual me. im not talking! why!!!! they're staring at me with confusion and intrigue.

wow. i realized that i still love him. and in some part of my brain. i am wishing that we we're still on. gawd how i miss him. crap! get over with this drama!! i shouldnt be saying this things. its my fault! hmp. whatev.

another heart calls??

2009-07-05T01:41:00.003+08:00

okayy.
so.. how am i gonna start this??

cedric.. my ever loving autistic tropa. gave my number away. now, his soccer mate is texting me.

name: John Lance Paulo Rivera
birthdate: August 19
Year and section: II - Radium
Position in Soccer: Goalkeeper
Status: Taken - Online

keii. we became 'textmates' yeah that's what you call it. hmm.. he's kind. yeah. very kind. after... hmm.. 2 days?? he says he likes me. and saw my fs and says he really do likes me. he wants to court me. hmm. kelan b yun.. basta. one morning. sbay kame pumasok. he waited fer me sa may new entrance. sa may pedicab. ayun. he was wearing their varsity jacket and carrying their varsity bag. hmm.. he's not really something compared to my BH's.. i mean.. not on that level. migod im so mean. pero hey. i came with a smile and talked to him. naman. friends naman kame diba. pati mabait ako.. dba dba? oo ka nlng. we talked. we walked. ooh.. nkalimuitan ko bang sabihin?? he's tall!! taller than i. e ang tngkad ko kya. xDD yabang eh noh! ayun. when we went our seperate ways.. ( haha! antaray! xDD) he immediately texted me and said that im dang beautiful. i LOLd! crap! is he blind or sumthing? ayun.

hmm.. he's giving me load everyday. i once received 50 pesos. pero ung iba lagi 25. ROFL. im telling him to stop pero he's not listening. pupudpurin ata neto mga daliri ko eh! ayun. edi unli ako everyday. obviously, edi lagi ko to ktxt. naman. he started saying ily. migod. yaan mo sha. hmpf. and he broke up with his "girlfriend" kuno that he met online. just for me daw. sabi ko lang. "o ngayon?" okay. its not my fault dba? dba! dang. ayun. medio araw araw ndn kame sabay pumasok. gusto nia eh. sbi ko lang. gsto mo sumabay edi bhala ka. hintay nman sha. grabe nga eh. he goes to school at 5:30 am eh dumadating ako lagpas 6 na! hey! its not my fault naghhintay sha! sha may gusto nun ah!! hey. always ko nman ksabay c hanniel kya hindi kame alone noh. duh! ayun.

tuesday. June 30.
sabay kame umuwi. then c hanniel. naman. kasabay ndn lagi ung 'edmond' something nya. nanliligaw dn. while walking.. i noticed that he's wearing the AKO MISMO DOG|TAG! omigod! haha! i grabbed the dogtag hanging around his neck shamelessly and jumped enthusiastically with glimmering eyes that says OMG! haha!! then sabi ko.. hala!! sayo to?? borrow nga!! edi he took it off and gave it to me. then dumaan muna kme ni hanniel ng mcdo. edi sama sila. naman! when i was about to pay the float i bought, he immediately gave the cashier girl (cashier girl?! ) 50 pesos! naman! unahan b ako! woooo.. alam ko. mkpal ako. i always beg my friends to treat me. pero shempre. di nman kame gnun ka close. may hiya nman ako kahit papano. ayun. ay nako. tas kinuha pa nia ung bitbit kong folder and book. sya na daw magccarry. naman! tapos inopen pa nia ung door pra saken. ayun. then malamang sumakay ng jeep. tapossss.. eto nnman! inunahan nnman ako! ano b to?! dpat nga asa field sha. lagi nkkipag unahan! ampf. binayaran n ung pamasahe ko! nakakahiya na ahh. then i stared at him with killing eyes.

ayun. days passed. same same. sabay kame pumasok, pero hidni pauwi. he always got practice. nman! 10 n nga sha nkkkauwi eh. ayun. and still, he's saying ily to me. and me?? THE HELL NO! shempre! and still, he wants to court me. but i don wanna.

hey. i like him. but as friends lang. i may be attracted because he really is mabait and all. pero as i said. ayoko muna. naman. kung ayos lang saken na magboyfie edi sna i didnt broke up with zaro. diba??

ayun. the thing continues.. ima update you nlng kung anong bago. :]]

haha! Your Outdated! :DD

2009-06-27T09:03:00.003+08:00

haha!! dammit!
since teh start of my classes.. i wasnt able to update any of my online accounts!!

so..
ima make it short.

JUNE 15.
- first day of classes.
- Hanniel went here before 6 and we departed les say 5 from 6.
- as soon as we got to the third floor where our rooms are. the welcoming committee a.k.a my former classmates started shouting our names and all. mga pabida nnman eh! we talked, we laughed, and we sobbed. cant help it. our sections are all mixed up! and han's not my classmate no more! how tha hell! we stayed together till the bell rang. only 1 room, 2 walls, and 2 doors separates us, but still it is different.
- after the flag ceremony and dr. siy's suuuuuper slow and long speech, we proceeded to the classroom proper. met our new adviser which is mrs. zara. wehh. change one letter and you have zaro. ehem!
- as usual.. we introduced ourselves one by one.
- met my new classmates. wooooooooh. as expected and known. jacob's my classmate!! cant help but look. and hey.. im kinda seeing this TUSI boi. i dunno. i found myself smiling and laughing whenever i look at him. he's got looks though, pero layogenic lang. deng! he's super next to me on our formation sa speech choir!!! bka may holding hands! haha. please please whoever's making my actions.
- and!! and climax iss..... gumawa ako ng eksena! ROFL! dammit! while everyone including our adviser were busy with their own business.... i suddenly coughed so loud!! as in SUPER LOUD! damn! prang susuka ako ng dinosaur. okayy. so here's what happened. i was making faces with gia. long distance. haha. then a fly passed and i acted like i was sipping something. then.... guess what happened... I ACCIDENTALLY SIPPED THAT FCUKIN FLY!!! damn! straight to my throat! i tried puking it out and coughed. coughed too loud that everyone looked at me! i was like nothing happened! really! damn! my adviser called me pa.! >img src = "http://l.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/109.gif">

ayuuuun. so much for my first day. dang! i wont forget this!

June 6.

2009-06-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

weehoo.

i have plans. XD
June 6. 2pm. sections.
as usual. hanniel will be going with me.
at around 12 noon. i texted her go here before 2. coz i just woke up en im not yet eating nor taking a bath. i dont want her to wait for me again.
then she came before 1. told me she read the message just when she was out so she just continued.
as she wait sa salas. im taking my lunch then my bath. dang.
i think im taking her for granted. she's almost paying for all the expenses when we're out, she bought me a bag, etc. and this is all i give her in return?! wtf.

we rode a jeepney instead of a bus. i dunno why.
what the fckk. i think bad luck's heading our way. it rained.
good thang i listened to my what my mother said and brought an umbrella. mothers truly knows what's best!!
what the.. first, the rain.. second, khrisna! my ex's last girl. well, not in the sense that they had a relationship. (niligawan lang sya ni EX and i know my EX really did love her.) haha!! i just feel
okay.. used the new way. argh. i still dont like it. saw mikko on the way. he even talked with khrisna.
then went directly in the hs department. weeeehooooo. we saw our former classmates. hugged. laughed. talked. what else?!
the bulletin where the sections are posted was soooo crowded.
hanniel and i were getting goosebumps. were aiming for bronze. the third year regular's first section. honestly, we have no doubt that were in since we have good grades. i got 2nd honor and she's 4th. o diba. . wtf. no kid.
we waited till the bulletin's cleared. while waiting, as usual. were talking along with my former classmates. oh how i miss them. jokes and intrigues.. and all. woohoo.
when the coast was clear. we scrammed to the bulletin with our nape hairs standing.
OMG as in WTF!!!!
I PASSED BRONZE!!!! along with gia, ucker, G, and lysa.
but then. it seems that bad luck's on hanniel's side. she's in ZINC! wat the fckk as in wat the fckk!!!!!!!!!!!! that's the third section!!! why why why!! turns out its because she a late enrollee!!!
she doesnt deserve to be there! i dont take reasons like that! i demand justice!!! imay sound OA but im serious ya kno.
haha. hanniel got teary-eyed while reading her name in the ZINC list. but in the end. im the one who got teary-eyed. unfair!!! she get to be with my old classmates!!! the fun ones!! and im stucked with gia! im fckin sick of her!! i don wana be stuck with her again!! with all her pag iinarte and all.!
hmm.. after the suspense.. talked.. talked.. and talked..
then hanniel asked if were hungry.. (eto nnman.. i sense her wallet's full again.. naman. who wouldnt say no if someone's on the mood! we said yes then we headed for SEX. Sinangag EXpress.
woooo. just infront of the "bagong daan" as in infront!! all you have to do is to cross the street. then shakey's, sex, mcdo, greenwich, chowking, mcdo, and kfc is there!!
haha. we were so noisy in sex. all the noise was coming from our crowd. haha!! the staff is getting irritated with us.
haha!!! i suddenly got sleepy and decided to pull a prank to waken my nreves up!

crew: tapsilog po..
since were busy chattering.. no one noticed the guy.
crew: tapsilog??
me: whoa!! KUYA!! wala kaming inorder na tapsilog!!! *with the matching super gulat effect*
the guy was so shocked. his face went like this. and he cant say a thing..
me: haha!! KUYA!! joke lang!! sakanya ung tapsi..
then we all laughed our asses off!!

dang!! i love it!! the look from his face.
if only we caught a video of it. we can send it on bitoy's funniest videos.. you know. his show.
after eating. i asked fer the restroom. wat tha!! the restroom's door is broken!! you have to knock then someone will get the door for you. so the other girls decided to come with me. haha!!
we took turns on peeing and made sure no one's peeking. then criticized their low quality of facilities. etc.
when we left. we took seperate ways. geremy, shannin, and mikko will go back in the school. joyz will go home. and hanniel's with me then went to cherry's. again. to check out if there are new books.
then went home.

ooh and btw..
JACOB will be my classmate!!!!!
i crush him nung second year. omigod.
im soooo excited to go to school!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOO
and my crush from my former school will be studying there also!!
"when one door closes... two doors open"
ONG graduated and left. but now i got jacob and paolo!!

newsflash!!!
classes will be moved on june the 15th. what the!!
its because of the A(H1N1) fiasco.. maybe.

gooooooodbye. :]

2009-06-08T18:40:00.000+08:00

boohoo.
goodbye summer.
hello school!
wth. im not yet ready.
im still used to with my summer daily routine.

11:00 am - wake up
- wash.
- cook.
- eat.
12:00 pm - pc.
- pc
- pc
6:00 pm - chores.
-back to pc.
1:00 am onwards. maximum is 3 am. - pc still.
-then sleep.
then wake up at 11 again.

wth. so much fer a daily routine ayt?! haha!
ima miss this. nomon. ima miss my online buddies. mtm, fu, ftalk, etc.
goodbye to you all. ilysmfr.
tsk3. ive only got 67 hours til classes start again and still i dunno how to sleep. haha!
i mean. i still got insomnia. how am i able to get up early if i don fckin kno how to sleep?! wat the?!

okay. soo.. ima be dormant.
i dunno when ill be able to go online.
maybe kabute nlng. ill be opening and checking my accounts nlng whenever i get the chance to sit in front of teh pc.
my mom would probably prohibit me from using teh pc. argh.
so ayun. ill be inactive.
chat with you whenever na lang.
ill update my blog whenever i get to.

if you have something to say..
leave comments on my fs account.
leave comments on my guestbook in multiply.
pm me in ftalk.
write a post on my wall in facebook.
or sa text nalang.
so. g'bye everyone.

welcome back H!!!

2009-06-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

June 2, 09
awgawd. tsk3. this day was so hot.
right after i woke up at 10 am. i went directly to school.
mom asked me to go to school early so that i'll go home early. wotdoeff.
so i went to school. went to cherry's and bought the books.
then. i searched for more books and i was lucky to see the last chem and english books. reserved it again cos i have insufficient budget and told the girl ill return later.
after buying, i asked for the books i sold. and voila!
fortunately, someone bought my books! woohoo!!! 3 out of the 4 books have been sold! oyeah! ahaha.
i get half the price coz the other half is in cherry's. its akei..
i earned 330 pesoses! woohoo. nomon. i dun have money this summer. ni singkong butas.
if my other book will be sold. ill get an additional 81 pesos. haha!
because i earned. i treat.
haha! treated myself a cofee crumble grande! woohoo!!
i soooober miss zamagumo.

after having lunch at home. my mom's cel got an unexpected call. from an unknown person.
mom answered it and found out it was hanniel.
i got it then answered. turns out she's just outside my house!
haha! same hanniel. even though she stayed at my house a lot of times before. shyness. ampf.!
when i opened the door. we laughed, jumped, and screamed like we saw a ghost!
i havent seen her the whole summer since she's in bulacan. omg. i miss her so much!!!!
un pala. she's asking me to go with her in sm. i took a bath first and she chatted with my younger sister and cousin. wtf.!

okay. so.. let the gala begin!
we first headed to the supermarket. her ninong asked her to run errands pala. that's why she's able to go out.
after paying the bills. we strolled. as usual. talked. what happened here and there. why this. where that. reminisced old times. etc.
the reason rin why she asked me to go out with her. is that she's going to buy me a bag! haha! the bags which we're eyeing before. finally!
we're supposed to buy them nuon pa. last year pa. but we cant stop spending and cant save enough money.
too bad, the bag i want wasn't there. so i chose a different one. its akei.. but i like the one before more.
ayun. sooo thankful with that. thank you suuper suuper duuuper H!! omegod.
then did this. went here and there. etc. oh! and we went to comic alley! ahaha. wooooooooo.. buti my crush was there.
haha. i crush one of the staff in comic alley. he looks liek an anime too. i loev his hair. and i love him more for wearing the akatsuki suit before! then he even signed a thumbsup to me. like this oh. ->> and i signed back.
okay. nuff with sm.
as told earlier. i have to return to cherry's to get the remaining books. she went with me.
after that. went to mcdo. haha. just infront of our school. claimed a free big mac. then ate! weehoo. im full.
i insisted on going to starmall. i know its boring there. but im searching for a store. basta. the store's cool.
been one of the booths in the univ. during the uweek. like, scrapbook stuffs, hennas, cute little cudly stuffs, etc. bsta. i want to buy those stuffed letters cos i will put it in my cap.
i dunno. i want to costumize my cap. okay went there. did this. etc.
after searching the store that i wasnt able to find. headed home. H remembered that her ninong asked her to buy groceries for him. so we stopped by in puregold then shopped.
t'was fun. hanging out with her. doing random things. i really miss her.
then we went home, gave "pops" to my sibs and my thick-faced cousin. you know. pops. the ice cream. basta un n un.

then ayun.

* hanniel.. sankyooo sooo mats!! ilyfr!! soo mats! *

the break up. :D

2009-06-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

27th of may.

i was unli this time. and as usual. i stay up late.
i had ber, ucker, gia, and zaro as my txtmates that night.
it was half past 11 pm when gia started to ask me things regarding zaro and i.
she said stuffs like "i should leave zaro n daw if i don really love him." i was (wth is this girl talkin about. talkin stuffs like this out of the blue.)
i asked her why and she replied "that if i dont like zaro. i should stop it na. kase i will just hurt his feelings."
(honestly, i really want to break up with him noon pa. i thought this relationship would go nowhere. nothing will happen. and he's not even showing the slightest act that shows he's my boyfriend. AND. i want to stop lying to my parents and especially to myself. i regretted answering him many times before. i wanted to stop what we have earlier but i cant. i get pity and i become blind whenever he says sorry and when he says he really loves me. i love him. but i just need to stop this. i dunno. )
okay. back to what really happened.
i started to make drama with gia. said stuffs like these to her. "naman. amp. i dont deserve his love. im not worth any of it. doesnt he get tired of me? e sya? doesnt he want a break up?"
(wonder why i said those stuffs?? cos my conscience is killing me. i myself know i have not been a good girlfriend to him either. i always make him jealous, i always start an arguement, etc. )
okay... so.. eto na.
then zaro suddenly texted me. "gusto ko seryoso ha. gusto mo p ba mging tayo?" i was taken abacked by what he said. maybe he and gia were also talking about our relationship.
gia is texting me na "sana whatever your decision is tama,, think first,, ipagpabukas mo nlng to.. etc. " WTF. i replied and said. "i should get this over with right now."
i replied to zaro and said. "hindi sa ayoko. pero ayoko muna." wtf. i dunno what to say. to be accurate. on this message of mine. we are off. sent this 4 minutes to 12.
maybe he was also taken aback. it took him long to reply to my message. so i texted him again. "saro. pde b un? pdeng wag muna? sorry. mhal kta and you know that. uii.. saro.." this time. he replied. "if that's what you want."
i feel like crying at the moment. my heart is sinking to what seems an all time low or high. i dunno.
i sent a GM. and this is what it says. "im not worth any of your love. i do not deserve someone like you. sorry. T_T g'nyt na people. tsk." he replied and said. "nyt. sorry din." then i asked him not to say sorry. that im the one whose supposed to be the one who's saying sorry. then ayun. i went to sleep na.

haii. if only gia didnt push me this night. i would have gone by with the old plan. i already set a judgement day which is on our next monthsary. honestly, im really planning on keeping him. i dont want to hurt him. i dont want to see someone hurting because of me.
but then, i dunno why im feeling like that. seems like my heart stings. but at the same time. i feel something like freedom. like a part of me is happy.
now. i have to turn my optimist side on. at least, im not hiding any lies to my parents anymore. and hey, i know i deserve better than him.
we dont even look like were in a relationship. i text the others more than i should to him. when im on. he says he's busy. when im off. he's always sending gms. and hey. besides me, there's another girl in his featured friends in fs. that girl's giving him comments like. imysm and ily. haha!
okay. i cant deny im getting jealous with that.
also. i pity him. cause he loves me so much and i only trash him. and i make him jealous all the time pala. haha. eh i tell him that ber always calls me. etc. etc. he jus doesnt want me to know it. and i dont want to know it either.
ogaad. nakwento ko n tuloi ung ibang issues. wth!

lessons learned.
•crush is nothing but a crush. dont go overboard. it will kill you.
•wag mong hawakan ang alam mong bibitawan mo lang din.

ooh and btw. id like to thank ODESSA NACARIO TALAY for being there. evn though she's wasted and drunk.
she made me realize my worth again. asuus.
i love her soooo much fo reals.

and i want to say thank you n dn kay zaro. for getting me the 2 gifts which i will never lay hands on since were now broke. and for loving me. for accepting someone like me. even though from the start you know i have flaws. and for making em feel loved.

iNFiNiT

2009-05-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

haha!

lols. mom and i bought 3 cans of infinit! strawberry margarita! as always.. im online late at night. i used my laptop. powered by our wlan connection. i was chatting with GENERAL SEXYSTAR. woohoo.. talkin bout stuffs.. then i said i was drinking infinit. and hell yeah. i was. told her if she wants sum pics. haha. she pushed me then i took em! woohoo!! and i made a fansyn for her. haha! my first to give a fansyn for an mtm member. ilysmfr GENERAL SEXYSTAR!

CLiCK TO ViEW PICS AND FANSYNS FER AYS. :]] DONT CLICK IF YOU DONT FCKIN CARE. :]

random 2

2009-05-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

may 16, 09. saturday

weehoo. mom and i went to school.. eenroll. haha. got there at 2:30. saw pat and angel waiting fer me sa gate. haha! too scandalous.. as always.. we were still like 30+ feet away and they started shouting my name. my mom was laughin at them.. and im like. stop it guys! your blowing my cover! okay then. we proceeded sa second floor to see my former adviser.. - as toured by my 2 scandalous classmates- and there.. then blablabla. went to the avr to sign up some stuffs.. tas eto. grrr!! i went into a conference again!! good thing the guidance v-principal and the principal wasn't there. so only a teacher conversed with us. haha! i was whispering.. "my gawd! bat kkausapn nnman ako?! shtness! i went through this last year when i was a transferee.. didnt know i have to go through it again! darn! . when we're inside the office.. it started. haha! there i found out that it wasn't a interview.. it was a conference because of probation. hell yeah. you read it right! IM UNDER PROBATION! correction.. IM UNDER VERY STRICT PROBATION. he asked why if i have any idea why im there.. i revved up my brain and started searching for answers. i found one then answered.. "is it becuase of my tardiness??" and he answered.. "yes". and there. ask.answer.ask.answer. OMiGAD! didn't know i went to school too many times! i got more than 25 lates. haha! eh it was stated in the rules that doing a minor offense (tardiness) for the second time counts is as a major offense. haha! eh i have repeated it more than 2 times!! haha! so ayun.. actually. the teacher was really impressed because of my academic grades. he saw no flaw. just my tardiness. and my second quarter conduct grade.. which is 77. haha! that happened because of my tardiness. *fckk em ruless.. fer deducting points to the average in the card every late. * ayun. after nun. we went back to my adviser's room. settled out sum stuffs. then talked. haha. i was like to my adviser when he suddenly announced the name ZALDY. gawd. he's my boyfie and my mother knows not. but my adviser does.. didnt expected my adviser would dare say his name infront of my mom!!!!!!! my eyes popped at the moment. my mom suddenly reacted and said.. "ohh.. may hnd b ako alam?! prang nanlalaki mata ni jus sayo ahh. sir ahh" i soo like to kill my adviser fer that!! haha.. i just broke the joke and laughed with them. never looking at my mom. but i bet my mom's assume that IS something. im sooooo dead!! ayun.. thank goodness after that my mom didn't brang the subject up. whew! then yun.. we decided to go to sm. haha! usual treat. MCDO'S CARAMEL SUNDAE AND FRIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! then strolled. en then bought a ring.! soo coooool. and then went home. slept. woke up. then went to the parlor. adrenaline pumped and there i was. getting my hair cut. haha.. i now have a nape-lengthed hair. no point in regretting it. i already have it. so im just gonna do my best to look good with it. that's all. whew. what a day-ful! wuahahahha.. i love wrong grammings! i kid!

*pics are to be posted next time.*

MY ALTER EGO :]]

2009-05-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

my ALTER EGO?!?!
who the hell is she nga ba??
haha. the name's ALISSA CAROL M. IBARRA. (tol. no fair ba? kalimutan ko midol mo eh. )
so ayun nga.
she's my sister kahit na hindi blood relative. lols kala mo cguro were kind of step sisters no??
lols gaga hindi. pra bang. umm. ewan. bsta mag utol turingan namen. basta basta. wait ka. ill tell you our history.

[ten te ne ten ten teeeeeeeeeen!!!!!!!!! *ilalatag ang red carpet* *trumpets playing* ]
nuong unang panahon. este nung uwian nung first day of school nung first day of classes nung first year high school eh feel kong mging helpful.
ahemm .feel lang. pangitaing tao. xempre kelangan ng mgndang first impresyon. haha! .
may narinig ako. (mosa eh noh) na kumakaausap sa adviser nmen. ang rinig ko eh nagpapatulong ata. ewan ko ba. o humihingi ata ng direkxon. haha!
sbi ko nga sa utak ko. humihingi ata ng direkxon sa buhay.. muka kasing may patutunguhan to eh.. toinks. dpt sa pari to lumapit hindi sa adviser nmen.
so ayon. akong mosa at pakeelamera eh sumabat. lols. ayun pala. tntanong nia sa adviser nmen kung san ung bookstore. new student kase.
ang saken nman. xempre classmate kelangan tulungan. ano p silbi ng pag sstay ko sa sfac ng 10 years kung hnd ko alam kung san ung bookstore.
so ayon. nag volunteer ako na tulungan sya. together with jeffnus. (friend ko xa since gr.6. haha)
so edi yun. cnmhan nmen papuntang elem tas sa bookstore. tas ayon. medio nag usap ata kame. tpos un pala. sa cavite nkatira ang chorva. grabe ah. from las piñas to cavite. ayaw nman niang magpagod?
ediba ang mlpit n daan nun eh sa may palengks. lol. eh tpat lng un ng mansyon ko. edi nagsabay nlng kame pauwi. same tricycle (kung ngtrike kme) same jeep kame. yesss nman.
so ayun. usap usap. hanggang sa makababa n kame. dun n xa at duon na ako. we bid goodbyes tas nga ngulat nga ako eh. guess why.
sabi nya kase.. 'ingat!' lowls. ntwa ako dun. i dunno. xa ata unang ngsbi ng ingat sakin sa pag uwi. pero kahit twang tawa n ako. malamang di ako tumawa sa harap nia. bka mgalit eh.
so ayun na.
[ayan na. tpos n ung first meeting namen nung first day nung first year high school ako. naliligo ako sa first noh? ]

since that day. sabay na kame lage umuwi. same jeep ulet. lols. ala nga nmang mgkaiba p kme ng jeep e iisa lng nman bababaan nmen.
hanggang sa lumipas ang panahon. hanggang mag 4th quarter. sbay n kame. tapos yun. xempre kahit na mxadong malaki manxon ko. hospitable ako.
pinakita at pinaalam ko sknya ang the great path na tatahakin mo bago mo mkta ang the great palace.(ang aking bahay )
so ayun nga. alam n nia bahay ko.. pag umaga. minsan. pag may affairs sa school. sbay kameng papasok nian. hntayin nia lng ako. tas yun.
nung intrams nga, e may parade. kelangan dw maaga. eto nmang engot na to. paniwalang paniwala. maaga akong gncng. at pnipilit n maaga daw kame pumasok. ayun nman.
pg dating nmen dun. mga nkahilata p mga tao. chill lang. wla png gngwa. at sobrang tgal pa bago ung parada. sinisi ko sya dahil dun.

tapos ediba sabay kame umuwi. one tym........
[titingin sa mga ulap sabay manunuod ng flashback ]
isang araw nang kame ay pauwi.. nag aya mag pureG. mai bibilhin daw sya. sama lng nman ako.
tapos nung asa guard n kame. prang tnga! ung guard tnanong p kung ilang taon n kme. amp! for heaven's sake eh kung ung musmos nga nagrurugby na kame pang mukang inosenteng nka skul uniform aakalaing wla sa ryt age ??
kung di rn nman bobo ung gwardiang un!
eh xempre. we must not tell lies. (prang harry potter lang eh noh.) edi cnbi ni alissa na 13 n xa at ako nman ang sabi ko eh 12. oi! totoo yan! dpa nag ddecember nian e. so this must be mga june-september 2007.
edi ayon. tas bawal ata below 13. i was like. 'hello?! ano to?! bar?! nkkpsok nga kme sa sm d2 p sa puregold. tannang gard to!'
then tnanong kme nung guard kung mgkptid dw b kme. kung ate ko daw xa. edi cnbi ko nlng na OO pra ma rest in peace n ung asungot n guard n yun.
sooo.. gets nio?????
eto ung history ng twgan nmeng TOL . haha.
o dba. its not jus because we treat eacher other as sisters.. its also because of that fcukin guard.
haha. mlaki rin pla ang gnampanan nung gwardyang un sa smhan nmen.. ^^
i take back what i said manong guard. your not fcukin. hahaha!!!!

so ayun.
dhil nga alam n nia ang the great path. npnta xa d2 kng kelan nia gs2.
nung isang beses. bsta farewell ata nun or christmas party.
edi nagsi uwian n kame.
bglang dumating d2 sa bahay!! edi cnbi kung bkt.
nsa atc ata cla or festi ng mama and ate nia. tas nbd3p xa bgla pmnta smen. haha.
nung pmnta xa mga hpon na 4 or 5.
ayun nga di p alam ni mama n andun sha kasi ntutulog xa. XD
i cant make her stay sa sala namen.. ung mga bata d2 naglalaro. edi pnaakyat ko nlng xa.
haha. nkkahiya nga eh. sobra ksi gulo ng kwarto ko. you cant even call it a room. its a disaster.
pero ok lng daw. ayun. e naalala ko klangan qpa mag OHP. so cnbi ko sknya and promised to be back at 6.
ayun. after ko magOHP. pag akyat ko. ntutulog. hahah!! nttwa nga ako eh. wla lang. muka xang.... muka xang...
ung ichura ng tarsier na nkapikit! xD (peace tol)

hah. eto ikkwento ko sayo.
before mag intrams nun. may practice. PE time.
we were playing volleyball when this epal michael suddenly showed up and irritates alissa.
its her time to serve kase. tapos nka 2 times n xang bwelo pero gnugulo xa ni michael.
edi naasar n xa. den c michael. he answered in the stupidest way that made me get on my nerves!
amp. cnbi nia ke alissa na 'pakiss muna!'
lols. i myself couldnt explain wat ive done. ewan ko kung baket. adrenaline rush may be. i got up from my seat and started cursing michael.
minura ko xa ng minura. i screamed the curses and cared about nobody else. there were 3 teachers an i dont fcukin care. i just keep on cursing him.
grabe. i cried and all. i dunno why. im overacting. prang ako ung cnbihan. amp xa. i dunno tlga kung bket.
bsta ang alam ko.
tanna nia hindi nia dpat bnabastos c alissa. c alissa?!?! i kept shouting. nobody but her tanna mo! ayusin mo buhay mo kung ayw mo maupakan.
papakiss ka tgnan mo nga muna yang labi mo! yang gilagid mong pagkalaki laki! kiskiss mo muka mo.!
haha. after nga nun i didnt hav teh guts to talk or to look at her.
i ws too ashamed of what i did for her..
see how i love her??
so ayun. stop na boi. ayoko n maalala kung pano ko pinahiya ung sarili ko infront of the teachers and dun sa ka tag team nmeng section. ampf.

[on teh middle of summer 2008.]
mai bad news. we're both gonna transfer schools. T___________________T
boy that was effin hard fer the two of us.
if only wlang probs.. if only there were no one to interfere.. we would choose to be together..
so ayon. dun nxa sa Mother Theresa. sa cavite. kapitbahay nia. and ako nman. sa UPHR. yeah perps.
hmp. i cant imagine a schoolyear without her.. it was all so different and i truly miss her.
sayang nga. kase mnsan lng xa pmnta d2 sa las pinas. one..two times lng ata xa pmnta d2 during the schoolyear.
grabe.pero buti i managed. lols. wala rin nmang mangyayare kung mag sesenti ako and magmumukmok. so tnago ko nlng.
pero thank god pren. kase He's showing and making ways for us to keep in touch.
there's always friendster. ready to give comments to update.. and of course we also have our cellphones. and YM.
i like to give credit to them. fer connecting us. woohoo. i just love mod tech.

gawd i made this blogpost uber long.
haha. pde nq gumawa ng nobela. (oowwwssss????)
memories flashed into my head while typing. so i must have been reminiscing at the same time. XD.. that's why. haha!
hmm. ayoko ng phabain pa.. dq n nga dpat cnama ung iba eh. haha. feel ko lng magtype.
okay so here's the real deal.

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lols. i am proud to say that im inlove with this girl.
not the inlove as in with the smoochins and everything. eew. im a girl dude!
i dunno why and i dunno how.
i just love her. im even willing to trade her with my boyfriend. (oooooooooooops. joke lang. wla ako boyfren! ek ek mo! )
in just a snap! like.. BAM!! we're bestfriends..
she's different.
i had bestfriends.. when i was in grade school. but this one's different. fo reals.
even though we're not THAT alike. i still liked her. (cos my circle of friends are usually the ones who has the same atiitude as i do)
she's the girl type. the first time i met her.. she's too descent and all. and im a mess. when i helped her get to the bookstore. it didnt crossed my mind that we would be bestfriends..
we just found each other very comforting and everything.
we felt like we have met before. like we knew each other since birth.
i tell you. its funny how we think. it feels like we have only one brain. same minds. same POVs. haha!
and btw. we can talk using our eyes. haha. eye contact? yep. you got that right! i dunno. ung pag magtinginan kame. alam n nmen kung anu yun. like we were reading each others' minds.
and ayun. a thought just came up to me and said that i couldnt spend my life without her anymore. boi totoo yan.
it really hit me hard when we were both changing schools.
prang. 'how could i live without you' ang drama. fcuk tlga.
so ayun. dq n uulitin ang buong kwento. bsta suuuuper thank you GOD.
if not for our savior. i would have never met this effin girl. im suuper thanking him for making our paths cross. for giving us the chance to be with someone who would love us.
he truly is the one and only almighty. thank you thank you and i will not get tired of thanking him for alissa till the day i die.
so ayun.

to ALiSSA:
tol. this is a tribute for you. thank you super. sa lahat. suuper miss n kta. old times. ohgaad. tears are leaking out na. fcuk ka. yer the only one who makes me senti.
ayun nga. im so happy and i really feel blessed because i had the chance to be with you. i wouldnt have it in any other way pa.
tol I really uber sooo mega ultra LOVE YOU! not just a million iLYs are enough to tell you how much i love you. wish you do feel the same.
and thank you rin dhil you accepted me just the way i am. kahit na lagi kitang inaasar. mnsan napapainit ko ulo mo. ngkkbti pdn tayo. thanks.
ayun. i wont make my eyes wet anymore. stop ko muna to. meron pang next time.
so. ayun na.

Lots,
JUS

random 1

2009-05-11T16:40:00.001+08:00

ohgaaaaaaaaad.

i cried 2 times last night. [may 10-11]

FiRST.
i stayed up til 2am with my mom.. i was editing her layout.. then she opened her facebook account. we viewed ate queenie's account.. (cous ko) eh she's studying at UP. edi naOpen ung topic. edi she's talking about stuffs..studying..courses.. then she's suddenly connecting the words ME and UP. she searched courses in UP and that's where my tears started to fall. i cant hide it cos im sitting beside her.. so i just went outside.. i was crying hard. as in! prang may nangyaring masama.. eh kasi nman.. cguro.. naiyak ako.. dahil sa pressure.. like.. WTF! UP! im not even freakin close to a UP type. my parents are expecting TOO MUCH from me. like, wth UP?! i know i just have to believe that i can pass UP. pero shempre.. you can't just think of teh positive side. yu also have to consider the negative ones.. eh pano kung i cant make it?? pno kung d ako pumasa?? what will they say?? san ako mag aaral?? and im going to break their hearts.. grabe. i cant stop from crying last night. i looked in the mirror and saw that my face was tomato red. gawd. dq matatago n umiyak ako. so pgpasok ko sa kwarto.. humiga nlng ako agd. pra dnq twagin.. bka mkta p n i was crying.. pero tnwag pdn ako.. made me see something.. umm.. entrance test ata fer UP. tsk3. grabe tlga.. dq npigilan. naiyak nnman ako.. pero xempre lumabas ako ulit. i just cant stop crying.. fckkktard. pgtpos nun.. ntulog nlng ako.. pra di n mkta.. i want to be open to my mom.. i want to explain why im crying.. pero i cant.

tsk3..

SECOND.
teh second was around 9-10 in the evening.. i just got home from sm. i was texting.. then ber suddenly asked me kung boring b sha ktxt.. i didnt feel like lying nung time n yun. so i answered hima honestly then said na.. medio.. netong mga last few days.. tas bgla xang ngdrama. n kng gnon. wg nlng kme mgtxt.. edi sbi ko.. di nman tlga.. tlgang tntmad lng ako and mnsan wla n kmeng ma topic. i was only half serious.. i didnt know that he's taking it seriously.. we have known each other for a year. grabe sha. edi im pleading na. pero ang drama pdn nia.. i got teary eyed sa last txt nia.

haaaaaaaaiz..ge..bka e2 muna unG Last nteng pgttxt.. d muna aq mguunLi ng mhbang pnahon..nkktmad kc aq ktxt..ingat nLng kaw Lge..

i dunno. prang. i just lost a part of me. we have a more than friend relationship.. MU as they say.. dqtlga ineexpect na he would take what i said seriously. and yes.. that was his last gm. i gm'ed. i pm'ed. pero wala. tsk3. he somewhat special to me na that i cant take loosing him.

now i know how BREAKUPS feel.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

2009-05-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!
lowlut. i forgot where the freakin apostrophe's supposed to go.

haha. i stayed up til 4 am. making the layout which is going to be my gift to my mother..
fortunately.. ALiCE (boogs) and BELLA (ays) are still up. we were talking in mtm. . nother reason why i cant finish the layout quickly. lols. hmm. i think its where MTM's MTV started. Meet The Vampires.. i am MAJOR JASPER WHITLOCK. ayun. then i logged out at around 3 and texted ays nlng. haha. sbi nia. copi break lng daw. grabe ang tgal. buti may isa pqng ktxt. haha. eh boring. so tnulugan ko nlng. woke up mga 10. haha! ang aga! i only slept fer 5 hours! eh i usually wake up 2 hours later. so ayun. nghugas muna q. pra nman mtuwa ket ppno. lols. tas nagopen n c ma ng fs nia. then she red my comment.. then asked for the layout im talking about. :]] edi i showed her the layout then set it up on her profile. :]] eto o.

haha. ayun.

once again.. happy mother's day ma!!!!!!

now blogging.. xP

2009-05-10T15:58:00.001+08:00

woah. first post. i dunno what to say. =X

at last ive finally posted and promoted my new blog. actually, i created teh blog 2 days ago. but im still customizing it. haha! honestly.. teh blogs of my co-ftalkers made me wanna wanna wanna haff a blog too! haha! i was amazed by their blogs.. esp. how theirs' looked like! XD coz i also haff a blog before.. maybe a year ago.. but i didn't know you can change the templates and all. haha! that's why i got bored and decided to un-update it. :]] and then continued to post summ on my multiply acct. guess i haff to transfer my blogposts there to here. ^^

that's all.

need i say more?! :]]

oooooh! btw. today's 10 ayt?!? lolols..
hapi mansari saro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =* weiii.. llysm!